Regrets

OK, I'm on a tangent, here.  It happens all the time, I can see it with others, but I can't believe it's probably happening to me.

You want to try something new, and you see yourself as something else.  You think of it for a long time, and you strive for it.  You get in the position you want, and you see it's not all you thought it was.   Every day, you hate it more and more, and you just struggle to keep from quitting.  The only thing that prevents you from making that decision is a succulent carrot on that proverbial stick, so to speak.

And one day, you will find yourself in another position to have made that endeavour worth every painstaking moment.

Maybe.

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